Monday, 12 October 2009

helpless me

SPM is really getting nearer & nearer
and what the fuck am i still doing right now
is relaxing..SHIT

I know i can make it
but i am too lazy NOW
i can't focus at all on my studies
because there is no classes for us
keep exam-ing
i feel tired of exam
i hate reading & memorize
damn fucking hate it

I really really don't know how to face the SPM examination
i have lost my spirit & confident
not in mood
i feel really dilemma
and i feel kinda stress/pressure is pressing me
i wonder i would be a mentally ill

PLUS
nowadays keep quarreling with my honeyy
i don't know what the fuck are we keep debating
i really hate that
this makes me feel disappointed,makes me feel down
it really upsets me
I love u honeyy..
i love u so much,i don't want all this keep running
because of honeyy i can lost all my spirit
it's true..!!!
all because i am fuckin love u!!!

GOD..pls..
pls give me a way to overcome these problems
i don't want to lost my certificate
which is really important to me(or else i should say important to my family)
i don't want stresses..!!
i don't want my honey be so hot-tempered
i don't want he works
honey i need u to beside me
to war together with me
to comfort me,to console me
to give me a shoulder
AND to LOVE me
all will be alright if u do so,honeyy

i need you honey.

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