Swimming :)

haloha ~

Me & the gang went Malacca Club to swim?
haha actually I dunno how to swim at all
even shout like a xiao zha bo in water
so I just went to play the water only and have fun =)
camwhore b4 jump to the pool <3

yeah it's me XD in my shy2 swimming suit i think
this is the swimming suit when I was 14 i think
still can wear XD

argh,this is aunty Farn . she was wearing the out-dated swimming suit
yucks~ geli XD
see her face,like shit haha

me,OMFG,was look so fat in this pic
but I convince that is the camera man's problem
teehee XD

see Xin Xuan sooo sexy ~
wahhaha
I got her naked photo but I'm not going to post out wahaha
I want to enjoy myself the pic

haha,really fun with the pool ? i guess so
but Malacca Club at klebang is really a distance for me to drive
I hate driving la =(
so anyone wish to fetch me then ?

KL day trip

I'm going to talk about mt KL trip in this post while the memory is still fresh XD
so the others just delayed first ya * I also dint get all my pic sumore
so I woke up 8 in the morning
we reached TIME SQUARE at 11am like that
then we keep shopping ~ wahhaa*the part I like the most

this is my mum ,the only pic of her I have XD

we went all the shop searching gorgeous items
and we also went Sungei Wang
but SW's clothe make me really disappointed
all out-dated fashion ,maybe I gone late,the gorgeous one all be grab by other already
so I bought nothing at SW,only Akai bought his dunks
then I went back to TS,searching my thing

SEE what I got today

these tees only RM10/pcs ,cheap cheap and simple style =)
like it

and this
a bf tee , office girl top,les legging and jeans legging
4 items only cost me RM70

and this
Jumpsuit and OL top+dotted pants only cost me RM60
all things I have bought only cost me RM150 total .
good XD
but I still wanna buy some new clothing to re-style myself
but it's kind of difficult to find nice+good quality+cheap one
that's why ppl say
good thing no cheap,cheap thing no good XD

and this dunk , so cool+style ,only RM80
but so haiz ,don't have my size =(
in malacca never got girls dunk de,when only can I get my dunk ? sob2

before coming back Malacca
we went SuShi King at 5th floor of TS
we ate alots oh,because starving seriously d XD
then uncle Philips bought me Sushi King's member card
yeah,jom guys.let's go sushi with my discount member card
no need to borrow from other ppl d XD


*stay tuned for Thailand trip post =)

JustStayTuned ;)

So so so busy recently
so many event recently,make me sick
tired tired and tired attending event,party,trip
cool :)
1st I went thailand already , really fun
will upload the photo soon * when I got free time,really bz man XD
then after thailand trip busy some work stuff ,then went count down at MITC *SARSAR party
and also busy for the christmas party at Fiona Goh house* 25/12/2010
the food the game the present for exchange =)
what a wonderful present me & honey got :)
then went uncle's weeding today *26/12/10
congrats ya finally get married for coupling almost 10 years I guess
tomorrow I'll be off to KL for shopping again
waw,so full ya my schedule , that's why I dint update since I came back from Thailand
31st Dec is coming , another day to celebrate and get crazy XD

so guys just stay tuned , I'll be back on maybe 2011 , hha'
enjoy your remanding days of 2010

Bloggie again

aloha ~ I'm back to bloggie again =)
no job for this weekend so I keep going out
it's boring but relax
then I become a freak of shooting liao

my hair , I appreciate much
and I will keep it till the length I want , wanna make own style
people always say I have no change on my hairstyle , NO , you dunno the truth
I have waited for almost years for it becomes long
and make my own gorgeous style , just wait and see
all I have is patient =)

老夫子&大番薯 =)
haha , so cute right ? * photo taken by ah hau the cousin
this is at Jonker Walk , the street of makan one

ya,this pic is taken justnow only .
it's 2.33pm and I am still waiting my hubby to hang out
haiz,very slow lo him .
see I boring until upload my photo and write so much nonsence XD

this type of pose is I love the most
people may say so sampat ,so ugly.
but for me , this is real impression of me , I do this kind of impression in my daily life

oh this , act innocent i think
just because I wear my big red ribbon ha'

xuan er the leng lui XD

well, tomorrow I'll going to Thailand with my honey and friends
so excited and can't wait the arrival for tomorrow =)
I wanna eat eat eat local famous spicy food at there
and I wanna buy lot lot of clothe there for my CHY appearance =)
Thailand,I'm coming !!!


end

All in one

aloha XD
this is a all in one post =)
recently I'd done myself tired , that was good
because I can forget my emo part just keep busying with other stuffs
but anyway,this was belated post

this was taken by ah lye =) at 9/12/10
know what was I actually mean by this pic ?well. it's time to sing
十八的姑娘一朵花,一朵花 haha
ya,that was what I try to mean it
the background is Hutan Reakreasi's Garden ? I think so
me,ah lye,jia hin & cheryse went jogging that day .exhausted !
but exercise makes my f**king stress realesed instead of having alcohol again =(

yirr , why ah lye look so 自恋 in this pic
very 欠打,feel like really wanna punch on her face
well I went Jusco with her (10/12/10)
busying some stuffs , working stuff ( oh ya we went pulau gadong too for my training)
meet see fui up at JUSCO and bought a pair of shoes ( ah~long time no shopping , like aunty liao)


After that , we went tuition class , coz it was friday XD
camwhore time haha

后面那位很有戏,哈哈

丑态统统出了~哈哈

还是我最美=)

that day we really no study mood in the class
keep talking ,making fun on Lau Yau ,haha
really ridiculous , but I love how it feel =)
like we were still stay at the moment at secondary school,no stress
oh I missed that moment so much *except for someone attendance
well,after tuition we went to the seaside
with our geng,ah tong,boon ho,fiona fat ass ,jia hin,ah lye & me =)
so happy with them <3

see ah ben , haha XD
my ho got splash effect that caused his eyes become like that
so funny sial XD

and this were fiona fat ass and ah tong
dunno what they fighting exactly ,really annoying ha XD

so the journey of releasing stress had ended up with the romantic seaview,sand,wind & friends <3<3



saturday + sunday I was working Colgate the tooth care haha
exhausted ,but i like my busy life
I have no time to think other think that may make me down

then monday (13/12/10),I waited for someone had promised to date me out
but finally I know he will not appear
instead of wasting my time waiting the disappointed date
then I decided to bring my beloved brother for movie
it was Ranpunzel in 3D <3
very nice cartoon ,just bcoz it's disney waltz ,i love it much



lucas the baby <3

14/12/10
working time again
this time was at MMU,yeah , I hate that place and I love that place too
but what to do , work=money=beautiful dress
fortunately I got Mason to accompany me every morning to work
love you <3
we went breakfast every morning ,oh ya breakfast
since school holiday start , I never get my breakfast anymore
because I only woke up at the afternoon ,haha XD

end
it's time to sleep, good night my dear.

Can I shout mad-madly ?

arghhh ..........I hate this !
why are you so busy working ? why just can't you accompany me ?
I'm sick with it , imy so much and I wanted to hug you so much dear
Do you know I feel so lonely everynight without you ?
Do you know I craving for something from you ?
Oh you don't , I know you're been forced to work .
but I just can't control my feeling , ill ~
you said you wanna make more money for our trip , for the best enjoyment
I... so emo , I know I should control my emotion , but I just feel insecure =(
Your level of busy is like hell . Do you ever remember when you gave me the last kiss ?
honestly , it was quite a time you never gave me a hot kiss =(
come on babe , just kiss me pls =(


It's 1 at the midnight right now , so can I shout mad-madly ?

这个世界怎么了？

“这次我真的痛了，真的彻底醒了，我试着洒脱，换来的却是伤痕；
我爱到痛了，你却留下我一个人，埋葬我的天真 ”



是不是又要让我听着这首歌的时候，心里是难过的
我不要做歌词里的那个主角，我不想我们变得像歌词般的剧情
如果你对我真的有心，你会来找我的
但是，这段时间，你真的把我搞疯了。你把我当什么了？
说要就要，突然不要就不要，然后又要，然后又再不要，这样的情节重重复复
我就快应付不过来了。没办法，在爱情里，总是有人会受伤，那我也就认了。
也许你是爱我的，也许你有苦衷，也许你是被逼的...
我相信种种的也许，因为我为了安慰自己，欺骗自己，让心好过些
我开始喝酒了，每当一不开心，我就想要喝酒
终于我明白了，为什么人们不开心的时候就会猛喝酒
借酒消愁，果然，是暂时忘记痛苦不再失眠的方法
虽然苏醒后心还是依然在痛，也换来了头痛，也许胃痛，人们也在所不惜
让我堕落吧，起码我不会做傻事，不会像alviss kong殉情
如果他还在的话，我一定会约他一起去买醉=( 不做别的傻事，只要暂时麻醉自己就好了

哭，是我第2件想做的事
但是最近，我也学会了不哭，因为我认为哭是脆弱的人才会做的事
我要做man一点的，我喝酒，也许他们说得对，我上辈子是个男子汉
所以，我不会在别人面前轻易掉泪了。如果真的想哭，我会选择雨天，让雨水掩饰我的眼泪，让没有人看到我哭的丑态


缘分就像一本书，翻得不经意就会错过童话，读得太认真又会流干眼泪。


随便吧，情人若真的没有了，也许说我还有朋友
不要问我为什么不提家人，认识我的都知道我拥有一个怎样的家庭
朋友，我以为是可以谈心的。但是我发现，人心难测
所以，在我知道你骗了我那么久的时候，我没有生气，我只是觉得伤心
也许你有你的苦衷/理由去那么做。也许就像你所说的还找不到机会跟我说
原来机会在3年里都找不到。也许你的私事我真的没资格知道，但是以我们的交情，就真的不配知道吗？我也只是想关心你而已。
朋友，我爱你。但是你不爱我=(

爱情，友情，亲情
我都有，只是比别人的少上加少

一天里面，2次打击，所以此刻的心情真的是down到谷底
虽然痛，不过我还撑得过来
加油吧~ 告诉自己，明天会更好 =(

oh yeah babe .

yeah rock babe yeah !

开心到我拉,不爱blogger的都一直来update了

想说分享喜事嘛,那么开心的事不让大家知道还真有点过意不去呢

真的是老天有眼啊,或换句话说天下无不散之宴吧? *不会,华语有点烂

终于散了吧~我是来幸灾乐祸的

早就不看好你们这对狗狗男女了,怎么那么可爱呢?

还说要证明你们的爱,好伟大阿~almost cry when heard it u know beb ?

不要说我讲话很酸啦，我这个人呢，你知道的

对我好，我双倍给你：对我不好，我十倍回礼

那就请你好好的收下我的礼吧，不要太感动哦 =）

大家，这件事给了我们很多moral values

一，不要重色亲友，友情总比爱情来得稳定

二，不要随便得罪别人，尤其像我报复心那么重的人

三，用别人的东西是不会久的

结果坏了自己名誉又失去了朋友

这样值得吗？后悔已经没用了，不后悔那就要去给畜牲用了

接下来呢我要谈谈别件事了

终于，我领悟到了

原来我的魅力没有问题，原来他也不是个特别的男人

总结，上天制造的男人都是一样的

害我还为了这事耿耿于怀呢

今天终于解梦了，不用失眠了，好棒=）

yeah I feel so rock today .

Last month of 2010

recently I love red colour so much<3
I discovered a new way to make my make up look more natural
the secret is with The Face Shop' make up base
feel good wear on my sensitive skin =) *highly recommended
for true,I don't really like to make up * u guys sure couldn't believe it right
but how that's true,purpose I make up is to cover my imperfection
I also want to appear in a great look what,but mu make up skill is really shit
I wonder somebody can teach me =(
*I wont go for a make up class because I don't really wanna gain more knowledge about it

and babe,I become fat and fat
dont know what happened to my sexy body XD haha
I want diet I want diet I don't want become Fiona Goh * haha sowie sis
I wanna wear my Bikini back !! Jia you ! you guys will see my next appearance with my sexy body in BIKINI =) *let's rock


I met some guys recently,they are really nice but really not my cup of tea
because they're too mature for me . their age range between 25 to 40
so tell me how I can do this , beside I already have my beloved boyfriend
I wont betray my lovely hubby like someone else did ,trust me I will never do it
if you still wanna be friend with me then pls stop think about other relationship
or else we will become enemies like me and J****n T*i ( make me ill only )


talk about my school holiday
really boring and I woke up everyday at noon,huh
really terrible , my day time become night time ,I don't want I don't want
this gives harm to my skin , but ..... * cant control myself
but what I felt really happy recently u know ? Haney always beside me now
he got time for me finally =) love u so much my soul
we went dinner,we went movie,we went everywhere alone * i mean no other ppl with us
very enjoyed every single moment with you <3
I love the way you hug me and kiss me =) , you make me warm and make me melt

" I LOVE YOU "

Just couldn't believe it

I never met a person who treat me like this
Just cannot accept , and yet it makes me curious
I don't want make a wrong step right now,while I'm really happy right now
Don't want to make you sad babe,and I don't want all my friend misunderstand me
Maybe I should learn how to control myself in keeping this
But I just can't believe it why ,yet I can't tell anyone
seriously , this feeling is killing me . I don't want to be a victim
God , send me a angel without devil with it . I just wanna hear one side comments' ,I don't want both .



DEVIL, please stay away from me . Don't make my feeling suffer .